My own worst enemy
I have come to realize over the past few years who the worst enemy I have is....it is me. I have noticed more and more that I am the one person who does the most to prevent my own happiness. I find ways to not let myself have what I want, get what I want. I spend too much time making up reasons or excuses to avoid doing what makes me happy and just doing what is expected of me. I hate my job but I won't quit until I have something to replace it with rather than enjoying the short time of happiness between the job I hate and the next one to come along. If I enjoy a hobby well I seem to keep myself from spending the time or money on it if it makes me happy.