Things that I think about...

  I knew at one time in my life that I would begin to understand and relate to those who were older than I was. I do not mean just in age alone but physically older when you reach that time when you think, "I can't do that stuff like I used to." I turned 48 this year and I am finally reaching that pinnacle of so many things I used to do easily am unable to or it causes pain to do them. I had a tooth removed recently and unlike when it was done as a kid and you heal in like 2 days. I do not see to be fully recovered from that event for weeks if not months. I always felt some manner of sympathy when I saw older individuals who were struggling with something but I knew it would never impact me the same as it did them. I am not saying that I am unable to function anymore just more that things I used to enjoy I enjoy them less now. I feel like I am in that part of my life where you do need to focus more on the foods you eat and vitamins you take to keep yourself feeling better...

  I have often wondered as I grow older, remembering how things used to be. I do not mean in the way of before progress but with how we as people have changed. And changed honestly in a way for the worse. I used to see on Christmas morning so many kids or teenagers even going out around the neighborhood with their newly gotten gifts to show them off. Kids on new bikes would ride them past you while happily saying, "I got a new bike woohoo" but now. Silence It is as if nothing happens anymore there is no more joy in the lives of people. Nobody is happy anymore, we all just survive and hope we make it through the week. I find that almost just being outside is a taboo among the modern era of people. When I grew up being inside was like not something we wanted to do or be. We did all we could to remain outside having fun with friends and other people. Why now, why do people fear going outside, enjoying the nature around them? Is it so bad that only fake worlds that we can create ...